Y .Friday, October 27, 2006.
The mixed feeling came back 2 me again!!! Wat m i 2 do??? I feel so helpless sometimes... I dun have the strength anymore... Whenever i m alone i will start thinking of wat m i 2 do? There seems 2 be sth missing in me.. izit u? Or m i juz imagining too much? I've gt no idea.. No matter wat happen juz hope tat we will still b best frenz unless u find it back... Haix... How i wish there ish a time machine for me 2 go back to all my sweetest memories... ARGH!!!!! I feel so helpless!!!!! Get me out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2day will b going 2 play badminton at MCC wif Jia Xin, Jia Qin, Hui Yu, Kenny & Maurice... Hope when playing I could 4get everything bahz...
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It was fun juz now... at least i wasn't thinking abt anything when i was occupied... Tats a good thing... It was a nice game but Jia Qin nv go instead John went... Still the same 6 peeps... Now my hand like jelly... Dunno y.. Mayb coz i vent all my feelings on the shuttle liao den play too hard or sth... ARGH!!! Jelly hand...
YYY
signing off...
Friday, October 27, 2006